All my weird random thoughts

So for about 5 months or so we were "seeing" each other and hanging out. I was having a great time and you appeared to be as well. However the two of us were in different places and it became obvious that it wasn't working out. I was ready for a relationship and you had just gotten out of a serious one and were looking for fun. Well let me just say that I had fun during those 5 months. I enjoyed spending time with you. And if I had a second opportunity I wouldn't change a thing, because it was a sort of learning experience for me. I learned some things about myself and dating that I hadn't previously know/experienced. . Your need for just having fun is fine and theres nothing wrong with it. However, you were unable to come right out and say it. I am just chalking it up to a learning experience. So I just wanna say Thank You.

Sincerely,
Sarah

Posted by Sarah at 12:10 AM 0 comments  

Labels: april nablopomo

I let you manipulate me for quite almost 2 YEARS! I don't know why I did.. You had me completely fooled when I first met you, you were sweet and nice and funny. And when you acted like an ass, I figured hey its just a fluke thing. It seemed too good to be true... which I later discovered it in fact was. Maybe because you are so convincing and MANIPULATIVE.... I believed everything you told me the "truths" and the excuses and the but I'm sorrys. I had problems with friends because they tried to tell me you were wrong for me and that you werent a good guy. And I didn't talk to them as often because of it. A few months ago you came to me and apologized for past behaviors and lying. Recently I believed you when you said "can we still be friends", and told me how important my friendship is to you. You had me tricked for a few weeks with that one. But then your true colors showed through and I realized that you are the same person you have been for the last two years. So now I am saying NO MORE. You will not manipulate me any longer. You are not the person I thought you were. So goodbye my dear manipulative ass. Please find someone new.

Sincerely,
Sarah

Posted by Sarah at 2:27 PM 0 comments  

Labels: april nablopomo

While I enjoy recieving appreciative looks from members of the opposite sex, I find it slightly awkward to have you standing practically on top of me looking down my shirt....FREQUENTLY. I mean I understand that you are taller than I so you must look down a little when speaking to me. But face is up here buddy! lol Also I feel that there is a time and place for a guy to be that close to me however, your place of choice is not quite it. This is occuring on a regular basis, and don't feel like you are a freak, its not just you, there are numerous Ass-hats that this letter is written for. But next time I may just have to start singing when I see you standing right behind me.......

*Dont Stand, Don't stand so, Don't stand so close to me*


Sincerely,
Sarah

Posted by Sarah at 12:00 AM 0 comments  

Labels: april nablopomo

So tomorrow being April 1st marks a new opportunity to participate in Nablopomo. And I am going to give my best effort to post every day. The theme being letters, has given me a lot of ideas and I think I have something to go on. So thats a plus! The first couple are going to be letters written to people. Hopefully I can remember and keep up with it this time! Wish me luck!

Posted by Sarah at 2:23 PM 0 comments  

So Bri and I went and saw Stop Loss tonight. It was a good movie.. I will definitely admit that.. But probably not the best choice of film for Bri or I to see. I can't stop thinking bout Dan and worrying bout him. While it is two totally different areas and two different type of things going on between the movie and what Dan will be doing I am still now stressing the hell out. I luv ya goober.

Posted by Sarah at 1:34 AM 0 comments  

So we recently found out where my brother and his family will be stationed when he gets back from Korea next year in May. They will be stationed at a base in Ohio. It sucks that they will not be here at Scott! However, the base is only about 5 or 5 1/2 hours away, which is MUCH closer than they are now or have been in the past. So hopefully we will get to see them more often once they get to Ohio next year.

Posted by Sarah at 12:01 AM 0 comments  

Labels: Family

here is the most recent pic of myself.. as you can see there is a big difference from the previous one with the family. lol

Posted by Sarah at 1:17 AM 0 comments