All my weird random thoughts

haha there is one person that i know will understand that......everyone else however will be confused as all hell...... oh well! :) i tend to confuse people and i find it to be quite entertaining...so my "favorite" month out of the year is almost over....and im kinda bummed.... normally july is a lot of fun for me but this year it has kinda sucked.... i had to work on the 4th so i didnt get to fully enjoy all that fun... my good friend whom i normally go to the county fair with no longer lives here so i dont have anyone to go watch combines demolish each other with.. lol small town fun right there!BUT the good part is my birthday is only 8 days away so i am pretty excited about that...no more of this "oh damn you cant get in" bullshit.. i will finally be 21..... its not even really all bout the drinking... cuz im not a big drinker but at least then i will not have restrictions on places to go..... almost all of my friends are over 21 so it will make things a lot easier... dont get me wrong.... i fully intend to go out and get totally smashed on my birthday lol but i mean thats like a law or something lol still not sure where im going...... anyone who wants to go out is more than welcome......the shitty part my birthday being a week away however does mean that school will be starting in about a month... im having mixed emotions about that one.... i want it to start so i can actually get somewhere... but im nervous cuz i really fucked up this past semester but im excited for my chance to fix it and prove to my parents that im not a waste of money :(my friend and i had an entertaining convo yesterday.....B: do you think its too soon to change my relationship status on myspace?Me: no, too soon would have been 5 minutes after you broke up with him...Me: no, no wait too soon would have been 5 minutes BEFORE you broke up with him..HAHAHAACertain things in my life have had me very freaking confused as of late....... Not really sure where they are going or what the f*** i'm doing..... i just wanna figure it out unfortunately its just not that easy........ AAH!

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So on Tuesday I got a wisdom tooth extracted..... why just one you ask? cuz my dentist is crazy... anyway I was given Tylenol with codeine for the pain... After taking 4 doses of it I woke up on Weds morning with my WHOLE face, not just the side that had been worked on, swollen and i had a rash on my belly, chest and neck, after calling the dr they said well dont take that anymore but you should be fine or at least better tomorrow...... so then thursday i woke up and the swelling in my face was worse and the rash had spread and gotten worse...so we called the doctor and they said to go to the emergeny room.........so off to the ER i went where i spent 3 or 4 hours sitting around for a whole 15-20 minutes with the dr.... i was prescribed with steroids that i am to take for the next 6 days and then hopefully all will be better.... after just a day and half of using the steroids and taking benadryl there is a noticable difference in the swelling of my face and the rash has decreased quite a bit.. so today I am going back to work... it should be interesting...

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So for the most part I say whats on my mind and occasionally I dont think before the words come out or whatever lol However my friend Bri and I were just discussing the other night about the things we say and how sometimes its like we are in an episode of Gilmore Girls lol I donno I mean these weird random things just pop into my head all the time and I just kinda go with it lol Sometimes it comes out funnier than I had intended... like the other night at work for example....theres this new kid and i dont even think i know his name yet. lol
Me: yay only 2 1/2 hours till i get off!

New kid: ya oh uh um.. (stops speaking abruptly realizing i didnt want to hear 'i only have 30 min)

Me: Yeah its a good thing you shut up hahaha

New Kid: I'm sort of afriad for my life right now.

Me: You should be ***laughter*

New Kid: ok, it really scares me that you laughed when you said that.

Some people are afraid of me and I dont really understand it, however I do think its freakin hilarious! My cousin and I were just discussing that the other night, she told me about a story of her boyfriend (who is 3 times her size) running away from her one night when she was yelling cuz he thought she was gonna hit him lol And then it occured to me that I too have seen that look of fear in an ex-boyfriends eyes before....... heheheheh

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so it was a full three weeks of no spending time with J. and let me just say IT SUCKED!!! although during that time i did have family in town and also worked 8 days straight but still... so last Sunday night we spent some time together... after work i went over to his house and we watched a movie and layed around and cuddled and what not... it was a good time.. finally dragged my ass out the door at 3am haha..... so that was good.. he has vacation time coming up here in about a week so that will be nice.. maybe i will get to spend some time with him... HOPEFULLY!

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soo my brother, sis in law and my lil gurlios got here last saturday afternoon and stayed until thurs.... we had a great time... did lots of swimming and talking, we went to the zoo and to the arch and showed them around st louis.. it was soo good to see them... i had a lot of fun and took a lot of pictures and was sad when they had to leave...however... thats where the fun ended... i had to go back to work wednesday night and do not have a day off until thursday... YUCK! lol 8 days straight of work.. not good dude, not good.. haha so far im still alive, 3 down 5 more to go...havent hung out with J. in almost 2 weeks... not too happy bout that.. but i did spend 5 of the last 7 days with just family..... i think im going over to his house tomorrow evening when i get off work cuz i miss him.. and we have some things to talk bout...not so much looking forward to the latter. anywho im off to bed i gotta be up in 6 hours.

Posted by Sarah at 10:58 PM 0 comments  

Today was a fantastic day!!!! Dan came back into town for the weekend and he and Bri came over early this afternoon and hung out for a couple hours and then at about 3 my brother sis in law and brooke and paige got here!!!! YAY! it is sooo good to see them and get to spend time with them!!! Tomorrow we are havin the whole family over for swimming and dinner ( i have to work til 5 but thats not too bad)....... and then on Monday we are gonna take them and go to the zoo and to the arch... I am super excited bout the zoo cuz I really wanna go see the penguins!!! YAY! hehe they are staying till weds so it shall be pretty good!!!!! ANYWHO! i'm off to bed now cuz i gotta be up in 6 hours...

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my good friend beth just had her baby monday night... he was 8lbs 12 oz and 20 in long.. KID IS HUGE! haha i havent got to see him yet cuz i had to work till close last night and then again tonight.. hopefully i will get to see him before the end of the week!!!

My brother, sis-in-law and brooke and paige will be arriving here a week from saturday!!!! I CANNOT WAIT!! i havent seen them in 3 years and let me just say its been way tooo long!!! They are arriving that saturday and staying till the following wednesday... not nearly long enough but it will be a good time! cant believe they will be here in a lil over a week!!!! i took 3 of the 5 days they will be here off work so im pretty stoked about that!!!

one of my best friends is leaving again tomorrow morning... he has been home on leave for the last 2weeks... he just graduated AIT and is heading to Kentucky where he will stay till august when he leaves for Iraq :( :( when i said goodbye to him tonight i barely made it away from him before i started bawlin... i am gonna miss him soo much.. i didnt get to spend much time with him while he was here because i was working pretty much the whole time...

on a happier note... my 21st birthday is exactly 2 months from today!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait! oh how the time is going fast....it will be here before i know it i am sure...

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